Dog, Rambutan, Penguin, Pig, Birds, Me!

Friends are really hard to come by. Once you break that certain bond between you and that friend, it's really hard to plaster everything back. Agree?

I don't care how it'll turn out, but I'll definitely blog about it. Coz' it's been bugging me ever since certain things happened.

Well, let's just give a few nicknames before i start my story.

Penguin = a male , mad bird's boyfriend, or ex. I don't care.

Mad bird = a female , penguin's girlfriend, or ex, i don't care.

Crazy Dog = My good friend who used to like Penguin

Tweety Bird = My friend who acts PRETTY well.

Pig = Mad Bird's enemy, but a really good friend to me.

Rambutan = My good friend who also HAD certain issues with penguin. hahaha. Abit too harsh right.

And me.

Okay, So let's begin.

You see, i am in the same class as penguin and crazy dog. And it seems that crazy dog has already gotten over Penguin. And somehow we feel that someone else in my class likes him, and we shall name that girl EAGLE. Crazy Dog and i have been "monitoring" EAGLE ever since i realized that something was wrong. hahah.

And, Crazy Dog and mad bird have not been good friends when Mad bird realized that crazy dog used to like penguin. I guessed that she was jealous, because she wanted penguin to be hers? And be her one and only perfect guy.
Anyhow, after realizing that crazy dog was over penguin, mad bird suddenly became so close to crazy dog. It was awkward as me, rambutan, tweety bird and crazy dog felt that something wasn't right. I mean, wouldn't you feel awkward if your enemy suddenly became to good to you?

And, Mad bird and i are good friends. And mad bird hates this certain person, who is pig. Pig is my good friend too, which makes me the middle man, trying to defend each side. Tough job, i gotta' admit. But i find it not really fair because Mad bird has been going around telling people that i hate pig too. Unfair? YES!

So people have been asking me why i hate pig so much, which in fact is not true.



Okay, so on Friday alot of things have been happening. We laughed alot, and we discussed alot. We = me, rambutan, tweety bird and crazy dog.

And we commented alot on penguin , which made mad bird sort of angry and pissed off at us. See, she's sort of avoiding me right now.

And so, mad bird is somehow trying to get close to all my friends, which i do not see the reason why. And she's always staying silent, as though eavesdropping on our conversation. And she acts cool, or feminine whenever penguin is around. And of course, i can't stand that.

Mad bird's giving me quite alot of stress because she turns sour whenever i talk about penguin. As though, it's my fault. Stupid.

And i hate being the middle man. For once, can't everything be settled without getting me involved?

I don't really want to lose my friendship with mad bird, so that means that i have to avoid penguin? What am i supposed to do?

And peeps, don't come asking me who these people are. I'm not telling. Though,it seems pretty obvious who's who. hahaha.


I know it's confusing, only the people who understand me, get what i mean.

Funny videos

Okay, I'm going to upload some funny video. Just check them out.

NO PORK




Kopitiam Prank.




Apparently these group of people were bored to death, so they decided to "disturb" innocent people. No offense to those who don't really get what they're talking about.

This post was not out to humiliate or mock at the anyone. I hope you understand.

Awkard lah..

So far, my day was kind of dull. Got back my journal for English and boy, the remarks were somehow, interesting.

And, the last two periods of the day were the highlights of everything for today.

you see, there's this newbie teacher who almost every girl(except me), claim to be "so cute!!". And well, he sort of got hot headed and almost got into a "quarrel" with Linus, or as quote from mr imran, "Lee - noos".

I felt that it was unreasonable and whoa, it was the first time that i have seen Linus fire back with so much angst.

I guess i shouldn't type to much about it, or people might have start imagining things. And blame me for things again.

MOVING ON.

After school, i went to "search" for syuh at the dnt room. The dnt teachers were really nice. And, i met someone stupid. Apparently, he started taking his apron and had to "excitedly whip" me. In the end, we started "whipping" each other with his apron.

Alot of lovey-dovey things have been happening around me and my friends, and i don't like it! i feel so awkward being surrounded like that. I'm just not the kind of person who talks about this crap.

Oh well, when the bell rang, we headed to macDonalds. We felt uncomfortable with some people around, but then we ate and trashed talked. When you're with syuh, and criticizing people, time does pass REAL quick.

Then it was time to go home, but before that, me and syuh did some EVIL DEEDS and syuh took the pass home.


oh yah, while waiting for the bus, syuh got really bored and started walking around the pillars allocated at the bus stops. It was VERY CHILDISH, but i guessed she was having fun. hahaha.

There's all for today. I hope it rain tomorrow. i want to sit in the AVA room!!!

A quiz that'll prove how much Chinese blood I have in me

okay, this is the third post for today. I know it's stupid to do so, but i don't give a fucking damn.

anyway, i saw this quiz thingy somewhere, and so i decided to waste time and do it! hahaha.. This is to prove how chinese=y i am, by the actions below:




[x] You like to eat chicken feet.
[ ] You sing karaoke.
[ ] You've worn glasses ever since you
were in fifth grade.
[x] You'll haggle over something that
is not negotiable.
[ ] You are a math genius.
Total: 2

[x] You take showers at night
[x] You avoid the non-free snacks in
hotel rooms.
[x] You say "aiyah!" and "wah!"
frequently.
[x] You save grocery bags.They're nice!
[x] You twirl your pen around your
fingers.
Total: 5

[x] You have been taught that wasting
food is a sin.
[x] Your dad thinks he can fix
everything himself.
[ ] You beat eggs with chopsticks.
[x] You like congee with thousand-year-
old eggs.
[x] You have eaten moon cakes.
Total: 4

[ ] If you don't live at home, when
your parents call, they ask you if
you've eaten, even if it's midnight.
[x] You email/msn your Chinese
friends, even though you're only 10
feet apart.
[ ] You can read traditional chinese
[x] Your toothpaste tubes are all
squeezed paper-thin before they are
thrown away.
[x] You know what pearl milk teas are.
Total: 3

[ ] You bring fruit with you as a gift
when you visit people's homes.
[ ] You have acquired a taste for
bitter melon.
[x] You eat every last grain of rice
in your bowl, but don't eat the last
piece of food on the table.
[ ] Your parents argue with other
adults over the dinner bill.
[x] You love to use coupons.
Total: 2

Now add the numbers up and multiply it
by 4.

16x4=64%

hahaha, what can i say? I get more of my mum's Chinese genes then my dad's Indian ones?

Take me away

Okay, after the previous post, my heart beat raised up. I'm not in a great mood right now..

But some songs/videos actually helped me to calm down. Just let me share them with you.



i so love this song. And after listening to it for a few times, i calmed down. i don't really get it, but heavy-metal keeps me healthy.





this video is hilarious. Just keep your ears peeled and eyes open on the bald guy in yellow sweater.





I don't know why, but somehow, i'm in love with this song.




Remember strawberry shortcake? I found the original singer for the cuppycake song. She's cute. But she's 17 now, and she's pretty ugly. She's an actress. Go check her out if you don't believe me. Her name is Amy castle.




okay, i'm done for now.

Thanks for ripping me apart.

I have been skipping training for a long long time. I mean, during the holidays. But after that, i have been back on track and in training.

All my life, i have never dreamed of being in main 12, or even to carry on training. I have never ever dreamed of competing with any of you guys.

But recently , alot of mishaps has been happening.

Surprisingly, i got selected to be one of the main 12 players in volleyball, although i missed alot of trainings and i have been back in training and am the only without a jersey.

Now, i feel really guilty because people find it unfair that i got selected even though my attendance sucked.

I do understand but, it wasn't me who volunteered to be in the main. If i had a chance, i would definitely opt to sit on the bench, or not even get to participate.
People have been making me feel so bad because of the repeating of " not fair". What can i do? I know that my attendance sucks and i shouldn't even be getting a jersey. I am not acting like someone, trying to get people's sympathy. I don't need all that crap.

okay, fine. I shall find Ms Lim tomorrow and tell her that i would not want to play and just let me be. I can't fucking take the blame just because i got selected into the main 12. i don't feel comfortable being in a team where people hate me for being selected.

I'm like freaking pissed off at the fact that other people have not gotten selected and i got the blame for it. Life is GREAT and with the help of these people, life HAS IMPROVED.

This is a place where freedom of speech is legal, and if you hate what i wrote, remember that ignorance is bliss.


EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE HAS NOT BEEN SELECTED. AND PEOPLE FIND IT NOT FAIR THAT I GOT SELECTED. MY SKILLS HAS DETEORATED, MY ATTENDANCE IS EVEN MORE DRASTIC AND YET I GOT SELECTED.


I WAS BROKEN, AND YOU GUYS FIXED ME UP WITH GLUE. BUT WHEN IT WAS DRYING UP, YO GUYS RIPPED ME APART AGAIN. WONDERFUL.

I feel uncomfortable

Okay, i totally forgot to write some stuff which i encountered during the holidays,i know i should put the past behind me, but who cares? I love remembering the tough and hard times which i went through rather than remembering the happy times. I know i'm weird but this is the way i am.

okay, here goes.
I won't put names in because, i just don't want to.


As most of you know, i'm a prefect and i have to go back to school during the holidays because of some dumbass meetings. And during these stupid meetings, we have breaks.

And i hate the times where we have breaks because most of the times, i have to sit alone , while this person asks everyone to sit at her table. But luckily, i had two "friends" who some sort of 'pitied' me and asked me to join in. Obviously, that person wasn't happy about it.

i don't mind being called a rebellious when i'm with the prefects, because it's obvious that i don't fit in. Most of them just don't know the difference of being them, and being someone special. Rebellious have 2 different meanings and i am taking option 1.

you see rebel can mean

1. Some one who fights for their own rights, be it standing up for oneself or for someone else whether for bullying or other stuff.

2. A word more of the same meaning as defiance. This means that someone scolds vulgarities, being stupid, attention seeking and being a great bully and a pain in the ass. These people are more like "gangsters" to me.

okay, anyway. This person, also happens to be in the same class as me right now, and i'm hating it alot.

Most of my friends may know who i'm talking about, and that's fine. Because i'm sure you guys don't like her that much too.


Why be so cocky and show me so much hatred when she's so much better than me? I'm not even stealing her limelight.

I mean, every teacher adores her for being so outspoken and thanks to that, she's the emcee/host for like almost all events held in school.

Some of my friends say that she's taking me as a competitor. Like why?I'm like the most hated prefect you'll ever see. And i'm more of an anti-social. I don't go to parties, i don't talk to teachers, i don't try to act outspoken and plan to help out in prom, or whatever events. I just want to stay small, and unnoticed. Because i'm in a bigger mess than before. Every time i try to hide, people come and fight. Ohh, that sorta rhymes.

Blah.

him and her??

okay, i read melissa's blog and i think she let out some confidential information about some people. And i don't think that they're happy about it.


Anyways, i was busy on thursday for training, and friday for the CCA selection thingy(sec ones) and on saturday, we had training as well as sec one CCA trail.
It was kinda boring and tiring doing all those stuff. And i got to play volleyball alot, like three whole days.

In then end, i got a swollen ankle and my knee hurts alot. stupid. My ankle makes me look as though i have an elephant leg! Maybe a little exxagerated, but it really is freaking swollen. And i'm limping around.That makes me sooooooo unglam. (ohh i sound so twit bitchyness. )

I chatted with melissa for a little while and realised that she too was injured ont he left leg/ankle. Same same. LOL

And and and, someone did some stupid thing because someone else was there watching. It was hilarious to me and melissa and we started imagining things about them.


And to serene: Please return back. Giving up is like losing out something. And we all are a as group. Without you, we wouldn't be whole. It's impossible for you to lose interest, because you've been playing it for so long. Because of some other people, and you're leaving us, just like that. It's not fair.


well people, i'll update on some other stupid stuff some other time.

Deja Vu

Okay, this shall be my very first post for 2007.

I know i have been missing and not blogging for SUCH A LONG TIME. hahaha, but i guess, no one reads my blog that often. lalalas, whatever.

Anyway,let me update about my new life as a sec3 student.

MAIN POINT: IT STILL SUCKS.

Being in a class where the only people active are the Chinese boys. And there's this guy in my class. And he sucks BIG TIME. He's annoying because instead of talking normally to a teacher, he raises his stupid irritating voice as thought he's the only one that the teacher has to entertain.

And my class is located on the fourth floor of block D, and the opposite building, there's 3E5. One method of how my class communicates to that class is by waving. There was one incident where Joshua got told by Mr.Roy to shut the back door, because our class and their class were so fond of waving to one another. Awkward, but true.

And after two years of suffering in this horrid class, i still have to face everything again, because i transferred into 3E3 and found out alot of unwanted information about the class.

I got separated from all my friends and most people are just plain stuck up to even help me out. They just keep silent and stare at me, as though I'm some ,kind of an alien. I wonder what's wrong with them, or ME.

And to my close friends:

It's tough having not to meet up because of CCAs and because I'm a prefect and have to do duties. Well, good news is I'm going to quit the prefectorial board because i just don't fit in there. i feel so weird and some people think I'm just some kind of "poser". That's why i have been silent whenever i go for the meetings. I hate being in there. People just treat me like an outcast.

And although i don't meet up with you guys that much, i know you guys have change alot. Especially that someone whom syuh and i have been talking about. I don't know if you'll ever get to read this, but i will just say what i want to.

You have changed so much. You told us that we should never join them, but in the end, you were the one who went with them. In times like this, you made up excuses that none of us were available, that's why you went with them. That's just excuses. When i went to find you and talked to you, you just walked away. Only a stupid person would say that you didn't hear me. (having myself to have a somewhat loud voice). Well, i guess this is your life now. And that you're not one of us. You can join them back and have them talk behind your back and call you merepek or whatever, i don't care much.

Okay, back to my class. I met this guy and his name is kevin. Well, he's a prefect and he loves saddam hussein and osama. Hew loves talking about bombs and destruction. And one thing that he really loves is to INTERRUPT PEOPLE'S CONVERSATION. I got interrupted by him like a thousand times!

okay, well, i guess i will update something else in my next post. So read on.