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Thursday, December 24, 2009
Merry Christmas
Christmas is always celebrated at my place because it is the one occasion where my family is brought together regardless of their race, or any other differences. It is the one occasion where we sing, laugh, eat, drink and leave all the negativity behind. What I love about Christmas the most, is the company and the magical effect it has on us all.
Don't you agree that there's something magical about Christmas? I don't know if it's the ambiance, the company or simply the thought of it that makes it all so special, but I'm loving it.
And what else to top it off than a Christmas movie? Till this very day, one of my favourite movie would have to be "When the Grinch Stole Christmas".
Not only is Cindy Lou Who cute,
That's Taylor Momsen, in case you didn't know.
But I love the storyline and song as well.
So have a very blessed Christmas and enjoy yourselves to your hearts content!
If you're reading this, that means you've been trying to keep track with my life, and I do appreciate that. I have been thinking about you too, yes, every single one of you.
I know that I haven't been around for any of you guys for this past year, and I guess I haven't had any good reasons other than "I'm busy". I know it is the worst and lamest excuse, but hear me out okay?
School Life hasn't been the best for me and it's been pretty hard settling down too. I'm still not used to the class time slots, and most definitely the assignments that are back to back (till now, assignments are still up my ass). Truth is, I'm still not used to any of this.
But I'm sorry.
I'm sorry to those whom I haven't met in a long while. I'm sorry to those whom I've met empty promises too, often telling them that we'll meet up soon but we never do. I'm sorry to those whom I've left hanging in MSN conversations. I'm sorry to those whom I've not spend enough time with. I'm sorry to those who only get earful of my problems but get no attention in return. I'm sorry to those whose meet-ups I've canceled time and again.
I'm sorry.
Believe me when I say that I feel disgusted and disappointed with myself. I feel guilty and the fear of losing you guys haunts me every single day.
Losing you guys is pretty much like losing pieces of me.
But I just want you to know that I do care about you guys and though I may not be physically present or available, I'm always rooting for you guys in my heart, and as the saying goes, I'm always a call away.
Yeah, I did make a couple of new friends who are good group mates, but other than that, it hasn't been much. I'm not pouring all out for the sake of gaining sympathy but the reason why I hate class sometimes is because of how I'm treated. Yeah yeah, I may not be the best person to talk to, and I might seem scary and anti-social, but that doesn't mean I don't exist man. I hate it when most of the class is invited to some event through facebook and texts while people like me are left in the dark. Okay, you may not want to invite me, that's fine. But can't you at least have the heart to not talk about it when I'm there? And to those who say "Oh, just come lah. She don't have your number/ she forgot to add you". Well, that's not how I roll. I only go on personal invites, not word of mouth.
Anyways, I've decided to chop off my medusa look-alike do.
I'm somewhere in there.
The Mum and Pops haven't been the least bit pysched about my hair and have been always on my back to get "that thing" off of my head. They even tried to make me reminisce about my locks back then and wished that I could return to the normal little girl they once had. HAH.
But I AM going to cut it, but haven't really decided on how it's going to look like though.Yep.
Though this looks cool.
Other than that, holidays aren't really THA BOMB. I have a couple of assignments (read: essays) that need to get moving before its due. But on a happy note, am going to meet the clan really soon.
This blog is basically about the life of a teenager, who goes through life pretty much the same as everyone else. The only difference is that she not only captures scenes with her eyes, but with her heart. And this blog is the little 'journal' that reveals her opinions, views and feelings.
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