Letting Go

The thought of Graduating in a few days leaves me in a dilemma. I'm caught between wanting to stay behind and reminisce the past with good friends, and moving on and losing all my contacts.

Every day is a special day, and we pass each of this unique day with different experiences, be it a new gossip , a new crush or a fight with someone.

Sometimes I feel like isolating myself away from everyone, crying my heart out, hoping to wash away all sorrow, failure and problems. But other times, I want to build up a strong front, to face my problems and prove the people who looked down on me, wrong.

But sometimes, it's sickening.

It's puzzling sometimes to see people who can't wait to leave school but regret it on Graduation Day, or people who don't ever want to leave school, make the shocking decision to start anew once they graduate.

I'm still caught in between.



My recent, favourite song: Letting Go by Sozzi



It doesn't necessarily have to mean of a relationship.

Lyrics:

Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe

I still recall the words you said to me
It's what you did not say that sets me free
Now how can I find peace of mind when you keep coming back again?
It's okay for you to play this game of seesaw with my head

Now it hurts too much
And it hits too hard
And I won't play this part

Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe

So now I say the things I want to say
Sometimes it's better letting go this way
I'll always know
Down in my soul
We really had so far to go
I've given all I had to give
And now it's time for me to live
And I won't look back
And I won't regret
Though hurts like hell
Someday I will forget

Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe

To say that you've been thinkin
Cause I know it's just the drinkin

It's funny how we seem to end up here
I never thought I'd see this soul disappear

Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe

And this is letting go
This is letting go
This is letting go
This is letting go

Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe

Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe

To say that you've been thinking
Cause I know it's just the drinking