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Obsession

Never once did I ever think that I would fall head over heels for you. I never really opened my heart to anyone because I was afraid. Afraid of so many things so much that I had to hide my feelings deep within me. But when I'm with you, things are different. I never expected anyone to be able to bring down the walls that were safely guarding my fragile heart, but you were able to. Your warmth, your comfort and just the presence itself makes you seem like a guardian angel because I feel safe and comfortable whenever I am with you. You make me feel secure because I know that I am no longer alone, and that you would always me there with me. It's me and you against the world. But that is not the only thing that I like about you. The best part of this whole thing is of how there is a tingling sensation whenever you are in my arms. I'm addicted to you. I need you. I love you.

Most of you would probably be gagging at the mushy stuff that I wrote above. However it is true, I am in love, but with who you say? Who could possibly be so blind or at the very least brave enough to steal my heart? Well, it is not a HIM, nor is it a HER.

So what then? Just scroll down then...

WARNING.

May cause severe drooling and hyperventilation

If you have been following me on Twitter or Tumblr, you would have read about my obsession, so you would have guessed 'who' I was talking about earlier. However, if you have been missing out on my updates, then just Click Here to find out 'who' I was talking about.

No I was kidding. I was actually talking about candy. Yes, candy will show you the way to my heart. Being able to taste the sweet savoury candy that slowly melts in one's mouth gives me the thrills. I'm obsessed with it and I enjoy getting sugar rush every once in awhile because of it.

As you can see, I like to stock up on candy every once and awhile (This is my workstation at home by the way). As you can see, I've got the Crisp Dinosaur (HAHAHA) and loaded him with a couple of crisps and choco. Then there is the container of Easter Eggs and Gummies. I'm still trying to find time to get some sour gummies, chocolate sunflower seeds and M&Ms (or as how my mum puts it, MMMs).



However, I don't think I need to get them anytime soon, and it's all thanks to Rafidah, Rachael and Hamidah. Because look what they gave me!

Okay, so you can't really see what that is... but it is actually a bag of heavenly goodness. Food Porn I tell you! Just keep scrolling down to see why...

Look at what greeted me when I opened the gift. MALTESEERS!!

All of the candy that was in the gift. Three types of Sour Powder,(love this sort of candy when I was a kid) Sour Gecko gummy (MMMMM...), Cadbury Freddo Chocolate (used to have a stash of them too, the white chocolate one was 'cut-leg awesome), Milky way (Man it's been so long since I ate this. One of the best chocolates ever), Jelly beans (reminds me of the Harry Potter ones that Syuh used to have!), Gummy Eyeball (this is the sickest one of all. I LIKE!) and finally, that bag of MALTESEERS!!!! How can anyone not go crazy over candy? Mmm...


And if that is not enough, then check this one out...


The craziest chocolate combo that I tried at the Ice Cream Buffet. The ice cream flavours were: Mudpie, sticky chewy, rocky road, coffee and butterscotch. And the toppings were: milo balls, malteseers, chocolate fudge, wafer, chocolate sprinkles and coco pops.


I don't know about you but I sure am drooling. Shall go get myself some Nutella toast now.


Till then.

Someone once asked me how I lived my life and my answer would always be "Eat and drink, for tomorrow we die", a simplified version of an Egyptian phrase that I got online. To me, it kind of meant that I wanted to live life to the fullest, not regretting a single bit if I ever had to leave this Earth unannounced.


However, the past few days got me thinking a little bit, and I realized that I was not actually living my life to the fullest. In fact, I was living in denial all this while.


Not to long ago, I stumbled upon a phrase from the movie 'Bucket List'. The phrase was actually an Egyptian belief, that when one kicked the bucket, one had to answer two questions before one was allowed to enter heaven. The two questions were "Have you found joy in your life" and "Have your life brought joy to others?". I remembered that I vowed to follow these questions as I progressed further into my life, however time, oblivion and ignorance got the better of me and to tell you the truth, I am disgusted at where I am right now.


Maybe that is the very same reason why I hate on the world so much for hating me huh.




Maybe the reason why things are how they are is it's all because of......











ME.

Keth, i want a wand. then i can secretly cast spells in my room. Do you want a wand as bad as i do? HAHHAHA. Oh and i ate mint gummy bears the other day. MHMMMMM.

I NEED A WAND. I've already prepared a list of spells that I wanna cast. Oh you know the cake that I showed you? I showed it to my mum and begged her to get it for me, and she said I should've shown her earlier if I wanted it for my 18th. But she says she'll try to find comeone who can make the cake.

*Throws easter eggs at you*. MINT GUMMI BEARS ARE MINE!!!

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