Obsession

Never once did I ever think that I would fall head over heels for you. I never really opened my heart to anyone because I was afraid. Afraid of so many things so much that I had to hide my feelings deep within me. But when I'm with you, things are different. I never expected anyone to be able to bring down the walls that were safely guarding my fragile heart, but you were able to. Your warmth, your comfort and just the presence itself makes you seem like a guardian angel because I feel safe and comfortable whenever I am with you. You make me feel secure because I know that I am no longer alone, and that you would always me there with me. It's me and you against the world. But that is not the only thing that I like about you. The best part of this whole thing is of how there is a tingling sensation whenever you are in my arms. I'm addicted to you. I need you. I love you.

Most of you would probably be gagging at the mushy stuff that I wrote above. However it is true, I am in love, but with who you say? Who could possibly be so blind or at the very least brave enough to steal my heart? Well, it is not a HIM, nor is it a HER.

So what then? Just scroll down then...

WARNING.

May cause severe drooling and hyperventilation

If you have been following me on Twitter or Tumblr, you would have read about my obsession, so you would have guessed 'who' I was talking about earlier. However, if you have been missing out on my updates, then just Click Here to find out 'who' I was talking about.

No I was kidding. I was actually talking about candy. Yes, candy will show you the way to my heart. Being able to taste the sweet savoury candy that slowly melts in one's mouth gives me the thrills. I'm obsessed with it and I enjoy getting sugar rush every once in awhile because of it.

As you can see, I like to stock up on candy every once and awhile (This is my workstation at home by the way). As you can see, I've got the Crisp Dinosaur (HAHAHA) and loaded him with a couple of crisps and choco. Then there is the container of Easter Eggs and Gummies. I'm still trying to find time to get some sour gummies, chocolate sunflower seeds and M&Ms (or as how my mum puts it, MMMs).



However, I don't think I need to get them anytime soon, and it's all thanks to Rafidah, Rachael and Hamidah. Because look what they gave me!

Okay, so you can't really see what that is... but it is actually a bag of heavenly goodness. Food Porn I tell you! Just keep scrolling down to see why...

Look at what greeted me when I opened the gift. MALTESEERS!!

All of the candy that was in the gift. Three types of Sour Powder,(love this sort of candy when I was a kid) Sour Gecko gummy (MMMMM...), Cadbury Freddo Chocolate (used to have a stash of them too, the white chocolate one was 'cut-leg awesome), Milky way (Man it's been so long since I ate this. One of the best chocolates ever), Jelly beans (reminds me of the Harry Potter ones that Syuh used to have!), Gummy Eyeball (this is the sickest one of all. I LIKE!) and finally, that bag of MALTESEERS!!!! How can anyone not go crazy over candy? Mmm...


And if that is not enough, then check this one out...


The craziest chocolate combo that I tried at the Ice Cream Buffet. The ice cream flavours were: Mudpie, sticky chewy, rocky road, coffee and butterscotch. And the toppings were: milo balls, malteseers, chocolate fudge, wafer, chocolate sprinkles and coco pops.


I don't know about you but I sure am drooling. Shall go get myself some Nutella toast now.


Till then.

Head under water and you're telling me to breathe easy

Instead of studying/revising for the big O's, I'm sitting here,blogging my ass off till Mama shakes me violently and remind that it's time for dinner.




School has been, unfortunately, panicky. The constant reminder that "time is short and that it's not too late to start revising" often leaves me in a pool of perspiration and cold shudders.

Not from the alarming shortage of time though, but from the hunger pangs that I get. "I can't wait for break time" often rings in my head.

I often try to remove the thought of food, by scanning across the classroom, looking for people who have their mouths moving up and down, chewing something, or people who are apparently stupid enough to TRY to HIDE their attempt to consume a sweet.

I often blurt out "WHAT ARE YOU EATING? I WANT IT!", making many heads turn, either staring at me or at the person whose attempt to consume the sweet became a failure because of my loud voice.

Hahaha. But my classmates have become smart. Because after realizing that I can't keep my big mouth shut, they decided to NOT bring sweets at all! This of course, turns me into a lifeless slob, with my brain shutting off bit by bit.

I wonder sometimes, why teachers have to give us homework. The thought of the load of papers on top of my desk often leave me in a situation where I can't help but to procrastinate.

But if I do attempt my workload, I'll often side track. By doing things like google-ing things like mucus, and to even picture myself getting a paper cut on my eyeball, causing blood to ooze out and fill my desk with pools of BLOOD. I wonder what my mum thinks of this.



Anyway, yesterday was Colin's aka Vanessa's birthday. I couldn't make it to school, because I was , 'self-proclaimed' sick.

He was of course, disappointed and pissed off because he's sweet sixteen wasn't as sweet as he thought.

But today, to make it up to him, Shera, Aainaa, Nate and I planned a surprise birthday bash for him. This caught him by surprise and he wasn't ready for it. But it ended with a blast, with Malek helping out, of course.

(pictures are with Malek.. I'll try to get it from him)

Here was how it went..

We had prelim English oral today, and after it, we were supposed to trick him into "teaching" Aainaa physics. But silly Aainaa forgot about the whole plan, and actually led him to the place where we kept our "ammunition". So I led him away, making stories up while i brought him to the canteen. There, Shera and Aainaa took over, where they blindfolded him and make him do silly things like jump over imaginary rocks and all.

They then led him to the designated spot where our "live rounds" were ready to fire. We made him sit on the floor, and then SPLASH!! Nate poured the pail of cold water, Malek poured the pail of eggs, egg shells and water, and I poured flour all over him.

We ran off immediately as he turned into a slimy blob and chased us all over school. Malek, nate and I then went to the G.O where we took his cake out. We celebrated, did more running around/ screaming, throwing of cake and soon after, everyone went home.


See, colin, your birthday was sweet after all!! Smelly, rather than sweet though!


But the darnest thing happened.. Colin's phone was destroyed because of the sabotage, and aainaa injured herself, after running and flopping herself on the floor, making Colin do a somersault over her. And shera was drenched in the egg mixture(which looked like vomit), from colin.

Hahaha.


Good things always have bad endings.