I have this sick habit of pushing people away just to see if I am worth fighting for in their eyes. However, as much as I want to believe that there are people out there who care, there aren't many. No one actually cares enough, and those who do can only handle this much of the things that I throw at them.
And even though I try my best to ensure that the things I do enable the people around me to be happy, I have never been successful. A little too late, a little too wrong, a little too controlling, a little too weak, a little too hard-hearted, a little too harsh, a little too weird, a little too desperate, a little too emotional, a little too clingy, a little too pathetic.
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