There is no escape. You can't be a vagabond and an artist and still be a solid citizen, a wholesome, upstanding man. You want to get drunk, so you have to accept the hangover. You say yes to the sunlight and pure fantasies, so you have to say yes to the filth and the nausea. Everything is within you, gold and mud, happiness and pain, the laughter of childhood and the apprehension of death. Say yes to everything, shirk nothing. Don't try to lie to yourself. You are not a solid citizen. You are not a Greek. You are not harmonious, or the master of yourself. You are a bird in the storm. Let it storm! Let it drive you!

who were your good / bestfriends in pri and sec school?

I love questions like this because it allows me to reminisce about the past that was shared with fabulous people.

This is going to be a long reply,but if you're really curious about my answer, then bear with me yeah?

Anyways, for lower primary, my best friend had to be Sharifah Nabilah. She was one of the coolest chicks, and we lived in the same block, and since I was always skipping school, she would help me collect my work (kinda' sounds like I made use of her huh?). But she is a intelligent and unique character who has a passion for designing clothes.

Other than her, I spent most of my time in the staff room with Ms Faith Sim who was not only a teacher, but a friend, counsellor and someone whom I looked up to. Most of my primary school teachers were like my friend, especially Ms Sim, Mrs Law, and Ms Ishatika (I think.

Then came the time where all of us had to move up to senior role and I kinda' lost contact with them. However, the new bunch of friends that I made were just as awesome. My senior class for example, with Farrah, kirin, Fadaria and Haiza, and the guys like Douglas and Leonard were cool kids. Then there was Elaine who always helped me out in Chinese Class. And then there were the after-school kids like Julia and Diana(who were always there when I needed people to confide in), Lixin, Cheryl, Xue Ping, Twins, Wen ya, Yiling, Jia Xin, and Weiting. And how could I forget the guys like Nicholas and Dion Choo (sadly, I lost contact with them after they left school), Jonathan, Jun Guo, Hafiz.. The list can go on and on...

As for sec school, nothing beats the people that were with me through thick and thin when I was a mess in lower sec. People like Syuh, Raudah, Malek, Liyana, Colin, Alex. And how could I forget the people I met in upper sec, my dear NE leaders, Ms Lim Hui Qi, Alkaff, Aainaa, Shera, jeanice, and the volleyballers.

As you can see, I don't really have a best friend. Every person is significant to me and I know that I have missed out so many more names, but I do love them just the same.

Pick my brains...

Happy Birthday! What are your birthday wishes?

Thank you so much! Well, I actually don't have birthday wishes but I guess it wouldn't hurt to make some up as I type this.

1. Find a way to stop making people think that I'm scary (dead serious on this).

2. Have more confidence in how I look?

3. Be able to turn my words into action

4. Figure out my career path by this year.

5. For mum and brothers to be able live life comfortably.

6. Get a new haircut

7. Hang out more often with people that I care about

8. Be able to find something that I am good at.

9. Learn something cool/unique

10. Make my family proud, so that they can stop worrying about me.

I guess that's about it for now...

Pick my brains...

We need more people like him in this Earth

Obsession

Never once did I ever think that I would fall head over heels for you. I never really opened my heart to anyone because I was afraid. Afraid of so many things so much that I had to hide my feelings deep within me. But when I'm with you, things are different. I never expected anyone to be able to bring down the walls that were safely guarding my fragile heart, but you were able to. Your warmth, your comfort and just the presence itself makes you seem like a guardian angel because I feel safe and comfortable whenever I am with you. You make me feel secure because I know that I am no longer alone, and that you would always me there with me. It's me and you against the world. But that is not the only thing that I like about you. The best part of this whole thing is of how there is a tingling sensation whenever you are in my arms. I'm addicted to you. I need you. I love you.

Most of you would probably be gagging at the mushy stuff that I wrote above. However it is true, I am in love, but with who you say? Who could possibly be so blind or at the very least brave enough to steal my heart? Well, it is not a HIM, nor is it a HER.

So what then? Just scroll down then...

WARNING.

May cause severe drooling and hyperventilation

If you have been following me on Twitter or Tumblr, you would have read about my obsession, so you would have guessed 'who' I was talking about earlier. However, if you have been missing out on my updates, then just Click Here to find out 'who' I was talking about.

No I was kidding. I was actually talking about candy. Yes, candy will show you the way to my heart. Being able to taste the sweet savoury candy that slowly melts in one's mouth gives me the thrills. I'm obsessed with it and I enjoy getting sugar rush every once in awhile because of it.

As you can see, I like to stock up on candy every once and awhile (This is my workstation at home by the way). As you can see, I've got the Crisp Dinosaur (HAHAHA) and loaded him with a couple of crisps and choco. Then there is the container of Easter Eggs and Gummies. I'm still trying to find time to get some sour gummies, chocolate sunflower seeds and M&Ms (or as how my mum puts it, MMMs).



However, I don't think I need to get them anytime soon, and it's all thanks to Rafidah, Rachael and Hamidah. Because look what they gave me!

Okay, so you can't really see what that is... but it is actually a bag of heavenly goodness. Food Porn I tell you! Just keep scrolling down to see why...

Look at what greeted me when I opened the gift. MALTESEERS!!

All of the candy that was in the gift. Three types of Sour Powder,(love this sort of candy when I was a kid) Sour Gecko gummy (MMMMM...), Cadbury Freddo Chocolate (used to have a stash of them too, the white chocolate one was 'cut-leg awesome), Milky way (Man it's been so long since I ate this. One of the best chocolates ever), Jelly beans (reminds me of the Harry Potter ones that Syuh used to have!), Gummy Eyeball (this is the sickest one of all. I LIKE!) and finally, that bag of MALTESEERS!!!! How can anyone not go crazy over candy? Mmm...


And if that is not enough, then check this one out...


The craziest chocolate combo that I tried at the Ice Cream Buffet. The ice cream flavours were: Mudpie, sticky chewy, rocky road, coffee and butterscotch. And the toppings were: milo balls, malteseers, chocolate fudge, wafer, chocolate sprinkles and coco pops.


I don't know about you but I sure am drooling. Shall go get myself some Nutella toast now.


Till then.